Morticia's Rabbit Hole

Ya know I dont normally just complain alot..
But dude Im am TOTALLY sick of stress.
Ive been trying to find my zen for the past 2 week's and its has just escaped me.
Between turmoil's at home and then job issue's..
I am so done..
I cant/wont elaborate on the home issue's but when it comes to the work issues..
I am not even makin close to what I was when I closed my studio biz.
Which is a real eye opener.I mean wow..
Grant it..its a steady 200 or so bucks every 2 weeks.But in the grand scheme of thing's it suck's ass.
I have so much to pay for and prepare for in 7 months and I dont see these 2 job's payin for it.
IDK how people just work part time all the time.
IDK...I just dont know..
Im kinda down.. The hormones dont help AT all..
I did get my soonercare started so I have insurence now.Even if it is through the state.Its a blessing.
I go for my W.I.C. appt on the 6th.So that will help so much when it comes to milk and such thing's.
My darling friend Lindy gave me a baby bed and changing table which I am so so so thankful for.
SO THANKFUL!!

I will post pictures when I get them put together.

If you wanna see them right now just check out my facebook page

http://www.facebook.com/mistiemaystudios

Its in the ze baby blood album.

I am looking forward to getting the babies room put together.I have been brainstorming and designing the room its self.I know how I wanna make the truffela tree's.

Im still debating on weither to paint or not to paint.

I wanna paint but being we dont own the house I dont wanna be responsible for redoing once we leave.

I know that sounds kinda spoil sporty but I just dont.

I think I can rock otherwise..we'll see..

Other than that..I think that's all the new's I have.

I am still needing to be referred to an obgyn.

But I had to get my sooner care taking care of 1st.

I'll update ya'll on that visit as soon as it happen's..

Until Next Time Darklings..

Were we tryin..

UM NO!

..LOL

But thing's happen

I went to the Dr. yesterday and got it confirmed.

Im waiting on the lab to get my blood test results back for my exact due date.

But by my menstral history it looks like it will be late april or early may.

So now its time to start planning and buying for the little bundle to arrive.

I have decided my nursery is going to be decorated in Dr Suess!

Its really just an excuse to make and entire room nothing but Dr. Suess.

Im a rather big fan..lol

But I think it will be adorable!

What else..

Well this is also the time to start finding the green baby products.

I found a green baby store in OKC so Im super happy about that!

Might have to load mom up and take her with me some sat so we can go shoppin and look..

HMM

I think that's all for now.

I'll keep ya'll updated on dr's appt's and stuff.

Have a great day!

Until next time darklings!

Have you ever sat there and really looked at your life.The choices you have made and where you thought you wanted it to go when you were in your late teen's/early 20's.

Only to realize that you really dont have the same value system and that you really wanna change something in said life?

I recently went through a reflective period...and realize that as much as I loved photography and the art form in all its glory I no longer wanted to chase it.

I dont know if this was because I have a baby growing inside of me or I just really wanted a change.

Well through this past year well 2yrs really I have become more and more facinated by holistic medicine's and nutrition.

I have also found that I really like healing people (regardless of how I feel about them most of the time).I have also found myself becoming more world concious and eco-concious and have found myself leaning twords this area of life.

So the other day I decided after watching several documentries and doin some soul searching that I would really like to become a holistic healer.I want to learn about the herb's and learn how to use them to heal.Same with holistic nutritoin.

I get so sick of looking around me and watching "Modern" medicine kill people.I mean it nearly killed me several times. I have chronic asthma and by the time I was 18 I had an immune system almost as bad as an aides patient because of all the shit the dr's had me on.So I made the decision at 18 to pull myself off of EVERYTHING and manage my asthma myself...and because of that decision instead of 20 (estimated #) major asthma attacks a year Im down to maybe 1 or 2....

I also dont get bronchitis or pneumonia as much either.Makes life awesome!!

So I started looking around and found a site called http://www.herbmentor.com and fell in love with it.

For basically 10 bucks a month you can learn about herb's.I plan to do this until I can afford to go through an actual herbal school.They give you all the information and resources to truely learn about these wonderful plants that grow all around us.

So I have started my journey down the herbal path.I hope to share the knowledge I learn there with all of you.I also hope to help teach you guys how to better take care of yourselves without the need for Dr's and their bull. In no way am I ever going to discourage anyone from goin to the dr because lets face it that makes me liable for alot.But I can tell you that by taking care of yourself naturally you will see the many flaw's in the modern system.

So come join me in my quest for naturalness....

I look forward to all of your thought's and imput....

Until Next Time Darklings!!!

Hi there ladies & gents!!

I just wanted to share a quick smoothie recipe with you today..

I made this this morning for breakfast and lemmie tell ya...

OMGODDESS IT WAS FANTASTIC!

I call it
The Hidden Carrot Smoothie..

Half a can of coconut milk,
1 whole banana,
1 whole carrot,
1 whole apple,
1 handfull of strawberries,
1 handfull of green grapes,
1 handfull ice cubes to chill
1 tbs of diatomacious earth (optional)

This will probably be the most nutritious thing you eat all day!
I try and start each day with a smoothie of some kind.It totally gives you a kick in the pants in energy and some serious nutrition.

There are NO artificial sweetener's in these.Its 100% raw fruits and veggies!
Enjoy My Darklings!!

What is it about fall that makes it so wonderful..

I can tell you..
ITS NOT FREAKIN HOT ANYMORE!!!!

Oh plus the smell of fall is so so wonderful.

The cool wind blowing through the tree's..The leaves turning...The world getting ready to sleep all winter..
The calm that comes with fall is just wonderful.You can feel the whole world getting ready for the slowness of winter (although Im not a fan of winter its too cold)...

Not to mention HALLOWEEN IS RIGHT AROUND THE CORNER!!!!

I mean yeah..holidays..haha..
I love images of fall.
I wish we got all the amazing transition's here in South West Oklahoma..
But we dont..
The leaves turn quickly and we dont get to enjoy it as much.
IDK maybe I'll move to a good fall place..haha

So I wonder..
What memories do you have of fall..
So...
Tell me your favorite memeories of fall.
Mine are of raking leaves..and destroying the pile shortly after.
Eating candy corn before halloween...
Getting ready for Thanksgiving feasting...NOM!
Walking out of the house and smelling the air and knowing its fall.
There is such a spice in the air at this time of year..
Oh Fall how I love thee!!

Hello my darklings!!

I know I know..I have been M.I.A. for sometime.

I am sorry...I went through a very uninspired time.

It happens to everyone!

But I think Im back.

I have a new reason to really be rabid over being natural.

We think I am with child.

Thats right Morticia might be carrying a baby bean!

I have a good wait to find out though.Pregnancies hide in my family.Sometimes even with bloodtests!!

I think it sucks ball's that we are like this.Because all I want is a yes or no!

Not sure how many believe in the truth of psychic abilities.But I was told after visiting my dear mary's store that there's a very very high chance that I am.

Then I came home and got my pendulum out and asked and it said yes.

So Im gonna treat it as a yes.

I'll take a test in the middle of sept..then in the middle of oct.

If still a negative I'll have bloodwork done.

But Ive already started having some of the symptom's.

So anyway..

On to the hairloom seed topic!

For those of you who dont know what an heirloom seed let me give you a defintion..

Click this link to find out what they are

So why heirloom seed's you ask..

Heirloom seed's are free of all the toxin's and pesticides that conventional seed's deal with.

Plus with heirloom seed's you can help many food species from becoming extinct!

Yes there are thousands of fruits and veggie species that have gone extinct.

Plus from what alot of people say heirloom seed's are easier to grow.

Its proven that organicly grown food is healtheir for you than the food you get in your grocery store.

The amount of toxin's that are ingested in our every day life is astoundingly horrific!

For those of you who have children its your duty to maintain their health.

To give them the best possible start in life.

So why not do that with amazing fruits and veggies!!

There are several places you can buy heirloom seed's.

I will post a few links below so that you can check them out for yourself.

Start the journey with me.

Let's make a new life for our children which will include a healthy non-toxic future!

Ok ya'll!!

Start purchasing your seed's so you can start your garden's next year!

I cant wait to see what you come on up!

Until Next Time Darklings!!